i'm so happy that i've finished my breaking dawn already ! mom was pretty shocked for a while but she's not suprised. i'm really obsessed with the books, all of them are really good. i've finished reading the last book yesterday late evening .. i just can't believe that i did. i happily to announced to my bestie ulfa, 'ULFAAAAA, AKU KALAHKAN KOOOO ! HAHAHAHA, IN YOUR FACE ! TU LA ASYIK BERANGAN NGN TRAVIS KO TU !' hahaha, you know ulfa that deep down, i still love you no matter what crap i say to you, right ? now, i can read partial draft of midnight sun .. i've been eager to read it as soon as i finished breaking dawn.

oh yeahhh, my mom just finished the first book - twilight. she's moving on to new moon now, she's literally excited, jumping around like a teenager - yeah, so unlike me. that's why - she's renee, i'm bella. even i finished a book, i wouldn't jump up and down .. wouldn't think about it either too.

i was about to wake up, then mom came to my room with sardine sandwiches ..

mom : sabrina, yg chpter baru dlm twilight tu .. utk buku baru laa ?

me : (rubbing my eyes) urmm, ye.

mom : ohh, so last scene is the dancing scene la kan ?

me : (felt a bit dizzy after woke up and trying tu remember the last chapter of twilight) urmm, a'ah.

mom : maknenyerr, mama dah abis la baca buku twilight ni ?

me : (stretching myself, sniffing the aroma brewing from the sandwiches on my bed) a'ah, mama dh abis. bagus la ..

mom : yayyyyy ! ble tukar buku new moon ! weeee !

she still doesn't know that i've finished breaking dawn earlier than her, i've kept the book in my closet last night. she rushed to her room, taking the twilight .. quickly about to swap with new moon, when she's opened my closet .. her eyes locked to breaking dawn. well, it's not obvious if the first thing you see is breaking dawn, look at the thickness of the book (i still can't figure out how i'm able to read and finished the book in 4 days) anyway ..

mom : (looking at me) abis dah baca breaking dawn ?

me : (combing my hair through with my fingers, looking at her) a'ah, semalam sabrina abiskan.

and then, came the reaction what i was looking for .. her jaws just dropped after hearing every word i said.

mom : abis dah ?! cepat nyer ..

me : tu la ..

mom : ohh, bila nak kuar buku no. 5 ?

me : urmm, belum lagi ma ! dia kate lepas dua tahun, dia sambung balik

mom : x ble call stephenie suruh cepat tulis buku tu ka ?

me : haha .. tunggu je la kot (she still doesn't know about midnight sun either, what a bad kid i am =0)

so, seems like i have a lot of free time now and guess what ? i'm going to use it to practice my piano. i'm dead bored in the house, and i just remembered the scene where edward played 'bella's lullaby' to her .. maybe, i could start back playing my piano, of course .. after my dad buy the new piano plug and fixed it, after i found out that he cut off the piano plug for some purposes which i intend to not know about it. thank godness because i thought a mouse just bit the thing off and just ran away with it which is totally stupid and impossible to believe but hey, you never know ! IF my theory is true, my mom is going to kill me ..

you know, having a mom who's crazy over twilight saga and of course, robert pattinson is not such a bad thing. i mean, whatever you do - it must have two sides; the positive and negative. well, you guys knew about the negative - contagious ! WARNING : it's not normal if your mom just sit infront of the computer, typing robert pattinson on the keyboard on the internet, giggling about .. idk, just going hysteric about just looking his absolutely gorgeous face alone in the middle in the night where you could hear her from your bedroom, while you were about to doze off to dreamland. that's creepy (my mom calls it middle age crisis because all the senior teachers in her school are obsessed with him, after i've just uploaded robert's photo in her phone), but it's totally harmless. i tell you, it doesn't have any magic potion to cure this addiction, but it may last until breaking dawn: the movie launched in cinemas worldwide and god knows when it will arrived. haha, but hey ! look on the bright side, guys - when both you and your mom go gugugaga over the absolutely dazzling and dashing robert, it's totally fun to watch her looking so happy-go-lucky kind of way. my mom and i have plans - meeting robert in canada while he's shooting for new moon, which i know it's totally out of the question. the plans reminded me of my plans with eeyna - meeting dr sheikh in russia before we found out that he's ... urmm, i can't say this secret to the public. it's complicated and besides, i don't want to get sued from him like miley. where am i going to get the money to pay him for causing all the trouble ? see what i mean, guys ? my mom told me, since i like rob so much, why don't you just study in london ? who knows, you might bump to him or a look-a-like someday (yeahh, like that would happen!) what do you think i'm going to do to meet him - bribe the polices in london so that i could get his home address and stalk him ? hah, sounds like a good idea ! why don't i think of that ..

i'm so happy that i've finished my breaking dawn already ! mom was pretty shocked for a while but she's not suprised. i'm really obsessed with the books, all of them are really good. i've finished reading the last book yesterday late evening .. i just can't believe that i did. i happily to announced to my bestie ulfa, 'ULFAAAAA, AKU KALAHKAN KOOOO ! HAHAHAHA, IN YOUR FACE ! TU LA ASYIK BERANGAN NGN TRAVIS KO TU !' hahaha, you know ulfa that deep down, i still love you no matter what crap i say to you, right ? now, i can read partial draft of midnight sun .. i've been eager to read it as soon as i finished breaking dawn.

oh yeahhh, my mom just finished the first book - twilight. she's moving on to new moon now, she's literally excited, jumping around like a teenager - yeah, so unlike me. that's why - she's renee, i'm bella. even i finished a book, i wouldn't jump up and down .. wouldn't think about it either too.

i was about to wake up, then mom came to my room with sardine sandwiches ..

mom : sabrina, yg chpter baru dlm twilight tu .. utk buku baru laa ?

me : (rubbing my eyes) urmm, ye.

mom : ohh, so last scene is the dancing scene la kan ?

me : (felt a bit dizzy after woke up and trying tu remember the last chapter of twilight) urmm, a'ah.

mom : maknenyerr, mama dah abis la baca buku twilight ni ?

me : (stretching myself, sniffing the aroma brewing from the sandwiches on my bed) a'ah, mama dh abis. bagus la ..

mom : yayyyyy ! ble tukar buku new moon ! weeee !

she still doesn't know that i've finished breaking dawn earlier than her, i've kept the book in my closet last night. she rushed to her room, taking the twilight .. quickly about to swap with new moon, when she's opened my closet .. her eyes locked to breaking dawn. well, it's not obvious if the first thing you see is breaking dawn, look at the thickness of the book (i still can't figure out how i'm able to read and finished the book in 4 days) anyway ..

mom : (looking at me) abis dah baca breaking dawn ?

me : (combing my hair through with my fingers, looking at her) a'ah, semalam sabrina abiskan.

and then, came the reaction what i was looking for .. her jaws just dropped after hearing every word i said.

mom : abis dah ?! cepat nyer ..

me : tu la ..

mom : ohh, bila nak kuar buku no. 5 ?

me : urmm, belum lagi ma ! dia kate lepas dua tahun, dia sambung balik

mom : x ble call stephenie suruh cepat tulis buku tu ka ?

me : haha .. tunggu je la kot (she still doesn't know about midnight sun either, what a bad kid i am =0)

so, seems like i have a lot of free time now and guess what ? i'm going to use it to practice my piano. i'm dead bored in the house, and i just remembered the scene where edward played 'bella's lullaby' to her .. maybe, i could start back playing my piano, of course .. after my dad buy the new piano plug and fixed it, after i found out that he cut off the piano plug for some purposes which i intend to not know about it. thank godness because i thought a mouse just bit the thing off and just ran away with it which is totally stupid and impossible to believe but hey, you never know ! IF my theory is true, my mom is going to kill me ..

you know, having a mom who's crazy over twilight saga and of course, robert pattinson is not such a bad thing. i mean, whatever you do - it must have two sides; the positive and negative. well, you guys knew about the negative - contagious ! WARNING : it's not normal if your mom just sit infront of the computer, typing robert pattinson on the keyboard on the internet, giggling about .. idk, just going hysteric about just looking his absolutely gorgeous face alone in the middle in the night where you could hear her from your bedroom, while you were about to doze off to dreamland. that's creepy (my mom calls it middle age crisis because all the senior teachers in her school are obsessed with him, after i've just uploaded robert's photo in her phone), but it's totally harmless. i tell you, it doesn't have any magic potion to cure this addiction, but it may last until breaking dawn: the movie launched in cinemas worldwide and god knows when it will arrived. haha, but hey ! look on the bright side, guys - when both you and your mom go gugugaga over the absolutely dazzling and dashing robert, it's totally fun to watch her looking so happy-go-lucky kind of way. my mom and i have plans - meeting robert in canada while he's shooting for new moon, which i know it's totally out of the question. the plans reminded me of my plans with eeyna - meeting dr sheikh in russia before we found out that he's ... urmm, i can't say this secret to the public. it's complicated and besides, i don't want to get sued from him like miley. where am i going to get the money to pay him for causing all the trouble ? see what i mean, guys ? my mom told me, since i like rob so much, why don't you just study in london ? who knows, you might bump to him or a look-a-like someday (yeahh, like that would happen!) what do you think i'm going to do to meet him - bribe the polices in london so that i could get his home address and stalk him ? hah, sounds like a good idea ! why don't i think of that ..

i'm unconditionally and irrevocably in love with MUHAMMAD NORSHAFIQ MOHD KHIDIR. i'm a sucker for having a such loving boyfie <3.

RPATTZ and KSTEW = soo togetherr i bet my life on it, they're both irreplaceble. they're so beautiful and talented, i just can't help admiring them.

LADY GAGA is super duper freaking awesome - i count her as the next madonna. her songs are infectious, she's creative in her own way.

21 SEPT : n. richie - c. serratos - r. hoffman - l. wilson, join me will ya ?

TUMBLR photos, the ultimate hobby; click&save - that's what i do. i find them inspiring - a photo worth a thousand words, so why not interpret into blogs right ? :D

ZEFRON&HUDGENS - the cutest ever, period. i haven't seen young love last this long, they'll last - i just know it.

i love my ethinicity, it's unbelievable unique - six races yaww ; MALAYCHINESEINDIANTHAIARABINDONESIAN :)

HUDGENS&CYRUS&STEWART : the best fashionistas ! they should do a fashion line, please do one !

life is short, enjoy it as much as you can :)