i've checked kazillion of scholarships to apply and the only scholarship that i'm able to apply is jpa and petronas. shit, 5A's just won't do. All scholarships now requires at least .. i repeat AT LEAST/MINUMUM 8A1's.

god these people, i mean - let's face it, some of us doesn't born intelligent okay ?

first of all, it feels like discrimination because some of us might worked harder than others but can only achieve less than the minimum requirement. mom told me that eventhough some people got 8A's or bloody straight A's (and i meant A1's), it doesn't guaranteed their future will be as good as their A's. maybe some of them defenitely have a bright future whereas the rest might be struggling like a mouse.

i guess mom was right - mom knows best, of course ! looks like i have to get over with past and deal with what's coming ahead. who knows, maybe my life would turn out wonderful or upside-down like rebecca bloomwood's life. at least she have an interesting life - impeccable style : clothes, shoes, you name it, awesome flat-mate who cares about her and of course not forgetting her filthy rich boss/boyfriend - good-looking and bloody wealthy luke brandon.sheesh, it's just a character, man. still, wish it was me but minus the debts.



picture above :
bubbly isla fisher as rebecca bloomwood and fellow brit hugh dancy as luke brandon.

isla's awesome potraying ms. bloomwood and what can't be any perfect acting as luke brandon other than gorgeous hugh and his last name ain't grant as in hugh grant, dancy is the name. i haven't watch the movie yet but i saw the behind the scenes on e! and it was hilarious from the start to the end. i can't wait, eeyna shab aiza ulfa - jom tengok !

and the scholarship thingy, i knew that there's no hope. i totally give up, i'm going to msu, shah alam applying for foundation studies, after finishing foundation, i'm not quite sure where i'm heading to - bachelor in finance or bachelor in international business. international business sounds more fun, i don't know but i'll probably just go with the flow, maybe towards finance, i guess. i probably join the may intake - after i'm done with my bloody retest and get a car. even robert's not helping me, come on darling .. please please, i need your dearest support, kisses and warm hugs !

tommorow is shab's sister engagement day ! i'm so excited, not that i'm getting married but i've haven't done any wedding preparations and whatsoever, not once ! so, it's my first time - it might be a little, but i'm sure it would be loads of fun ! at least i wouldn't have to go to the zoo that my aunt suggests my family to go. oh pleasee, no zoonimals - mrs. duhamel, fergie's shoe closet is much more interesting to watch.

that's all, gays.
lolita21 <333

i've checked kazillion of scholarships to apply and the only scholarship that i'm able to apply is jpa and petronas. shit, 5A's just won't do. All scholarships now requires at least .. i repeat AT LEAST/MINUMUM 8A1's.

god these people, i mean - let's face it, some of us doesn't born intelligent okay ?

first of all, it feels like discrimination because some of us might worked harder than others but can only achieve less than the minimum requirement. mom told me that eventhough some people got 8A's or bloody straight A's (and i meant A1's), it doesn't guaranteed their future will be as good as their A's. maybe some of them defenitely have a bright future whereas the rest might be struggling like a mouse.

i guess mom was right - mom knows best, of course ! looks like i have to get over with past and deal with what's coming ahead. who knows, maybe my life would turn out wonderful or upside-down like rebecca bloomwood's life. at least she have an interesting life - impeccable style : clothes, shoes, you name it, awesome flat-mate who cares about her and of course not forgetting her filthy rich boss/boyfriend - good-looking and bloody wealthy luke brandon.sheesh, it's just a character, man. still, wish it was me but minus the debts.



picture above :
bubbly isla fisher as rebecca bloomwood and fellow brit hugh dancy as luke brandon.

isla's awesome potraying ms. bloomwood and what can't be any perfect acting as luke brandon other than gorgeous hugh and his last name ain't grant as in hugh grant, dancy is the name. i haven't watch the movie yet but i saw the behind the scenes on e! and it was hilarious from the start to the end. i can't wait, eeyna shab aiza ulfa - jom tengok !

and the scholarship thingy, i knew that there's no hope. i totally give up, i'm going to msu, shah alam applying for foundation studies, after finishing foundation, i'm not quite sure where i'm heading to - bachelor in finance or bachelor in international business. international business sounds more fun, i don't know but i'll probably just go with the flow, maybe towards finance, i guess. i probably join the may intake - after i'm done with my bloody retest and get a car. even robert's not helping me, come on darling .. please please, i need your dearest support, kisses and warm hugs !

tommorow is shab's sister engagement day ! i'm so excited, not that i'm getting married but i've haven't done any wedding preparations and whatsoever, not once ! so, it's my first time - it might be a little, but i'm sure it would be loads of fun ! at least i wouldn't have to go to the zoo that my aunt suggests my family to go. oh pleasee, no zoonimals - mrs. duhamel, fergie's shoe closet is much more interesting to watch.

that's all, gays.
lolita21 <333

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TUMBLR photos, the ultimate hobby; click&save - that's what i do. i find them inspiring - a photo worth a thousand words, so why not interpret into blogs right ? :D

ZEFRON&HUDGENS - the cutest ever, period. i haven't seen young love last this long, they'll last - i just know it.

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