hello, dearest friends. this morning, i've chatted with mk about our future careers on msn. as we were talking some other crap, she told me that i should try being a fashion journalist. of course, i gave the 'wth?' look and replied 'fashion journalism ?' and she said ' yeah, why not ? i wanted theater - acting and other stuff, my mom doesn't give the green light'. i was saying to myself - why in the world i want to be that ? and suddenly, there was a short pause in my mind.

well, journalism sounds like a good idea to me - i meant, i love fashion and frequently blog about it eg : grammy's, kca, golden globes etc. you've read my fashion blogs - every single detailed is scrutinized and magnified on every angle. i was like probably a less fierce anna wintour junior but still, firm. so, maybe i should try but i was like - nahhh !

first things first - i've already applied scholarships for finance. if i want to turn back, it will be too late because i've already got a reject from jpa. morons =0 anyway, i only write blogs about fashion because i like it, it's my hobby but it's not that i'm going to make a living out of it. i'm sure it will take years and years to start from the bottom and finally reach to the top to become .. hrmm, let's say editor-in-chief. well, probably not - maybe, something much, much smaller than that. concurrently, i really want a stable future - of course i don't want to regret for what i chose.

don't give me wrong - what's not to like about journalism ? i'm good at writing - i'm just saying i'm good; not excellent okay ? where was i, ahh - writing ! and what girl doesn't love fashion ? these are the pros but the cons i might be facing is risky too - i'm might not get a job that i want. if i still want too, i should be working overseas - working in malaysia is just ridiculous, better pay in other countries. i might even struggle alot with both my working and personal life. might as well, end up like rebecca bloomwood - shopaholic and broke.

if you guys read the novel - confessions of a shopaholic, you'll understand what i'm saying this. she inspires me and maybe other women too - her life is certainly upside down but sooner or later, she redeems herself and just figure her way up. it's hard to explain - i'm also not very good at it, the best solution is .. just read the book =)

mom told me - you can pursue anything but you must have some passion in it. mom was right - i knew that finance is a risky choice but who knows, sooner i'll start liking it slowly. finance is my probably my last alternative.

ayayaya - life is hard, especially making decisions - i'm no good at it. if i can't make this simple decision, what will happen in the future ? if i took journalism, i'm sure my mom won't agree with me ! ohh dearr godd, help meeeee !

it's killing me to decide whether i should stick to finance or journalism. what do you think ? i need your opinion.

hello, dearest friends. this morning, i've chatted with mk about our future careers on msn. as we were talking some other crap, she told me that i should try being a fashion journalist. of course, i gave the 'wth?' look and replied 'fashion journalism ?' and she said ' yeah, why not ? i wanted theater - acting and other stuff, my mom doesn't give the green light'. i was saying to myself - why in the world i want to be that ? and suddenly, there was a short pause in my mind.

well, journalism sounds like a good idea to me - i meant, i love fashion and frequently blog about it eg : grammy's, kca, golden globes etc. you've read my fashion blogs - every single detailed is scrutinized and magnified on every angle. i was like probably a less fierce anna wintour junior but still, firm. so, maybe i should try but i was like - nahhh !

first things first - i've already applied scholarships for finance. if i want to turn back, it will be too late because i've already got a reject from jpa. morons =0 anyway, i only write blogs about fashion because i like it, it's my hobby but it's not that i'm going to make a living out of it. i'm sure it will take years and years to start from the bottom and finally reach to the top to become .. hrmm, let's say editor-in-chief. well, probably not - maybe, something much, much smaller than that. concurrently, i really want a stable future - of course i don't want to regret for what i chose.

don't give me wrong - what's not to like about journalism ? i'm good at writing - i'm just saying i'm good; not excellent okay ? where was i, ahh - writing ! and what girl doesn't love fashion ? these are the pros but the cons i might be facing is risky too - i'm might not get a job that i want. if i still want too, i should be working overseas - working in malaysia is just ridiculous, better pay in other countries. i might even struggle alot with both my working and personal life. might as well, end up like rebecca bloomwood - shopaholic and broke.

if you guys read the novel - confessions of a shopaholic, you'll understand what i'm saying this. she inspires me and maybe other women too - her life is certainly upside down but sooner or later, she redeems herself and just figure her way up. it's hard to explain - i'm also not very good at it, the best solution is .. just read the book =)

mom told me - you can pursue anything but you must have some passion in it. mom was right - i knew that finance is a risky choice but who knows, sooner i'll start liking it slowly. finance is my probably my last alternative.

ayayaya - life is hard, especially making decisions - i'm no good at it. if i can't make this simple decision, what will happen in the future ? if i took journalism, i'm sure my mom won't agree with me ! ohh dearr godd, help meeeee !

it's killing me to decide whether i should stick to finance or journalism. what do you think ? i need your opinion.

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